Mothers of career reinvention
Thursday, January 31st, 2008When I graduated from college in 1994 with a Liberal Arts degree with an emphasis on Media and Business Communications, employers weren’t beating down my door to give me a new and exciting opportunity. In fact, more than once, I was told that I knew too much about too many things. I needed to narrow my focus if I wanted a real career.
I’m glad I didn’t listen to those who tried to bridle me. Had I enlisted into their standard career model, I would have spent many years working my way from entry level to group manager, to a bigger manager, to a senior manager and so on. Or that’s how I was taught to think my career should go if I was a good worker.
But it didn’t feel right. I knew I had a lot to say, and things that people in positions higher up than the assistant manager needed to hear about. Trusting when it didn’t feel right, having a strong passion for my work, and educating myself constantly has empowered me to make the career decisions that I want, when I want, and move my career strategically ahead without following the traditional rungs up the corporate ladder.
The first step was walking out of the customer service center and into the boardroom. I quit my job as a desktop publisher at Kinko’s in Dallas, Texas to go and start a web design firm in Bend, Oregon in 1996. Four college friends determined that we had a good idea, headed wildly into the desert and carved a niche for ourselves that I’m still quite proud of.
It took every bit of time we had, every ounce of patience, and every dollar a credit card would extend to us at some points. I learned more in those 3 years about how business works and gained the confidence to share my ideas with presidents, VP’s, directors, on down.
I performed a combination role of writer/speaker, sales and project manager for our small team. We made plenty of mistakes, fought over things we didn’t even understand, but we pushed ourselves to create an award winning design firm that was well respected in the community.
We were excited to be on the verge of something big, something we knew was going to change how business was done. Over the three years, we also grew pragmatic and began to see how online marketing was evolving from nice looking websites into full fledged applications running in browsers. We didn’t have the right talent or revenue to reach that next plateau.
So we walked away from it. In the middle of our last summer, we told our clients that we were folding up shop. The reason: we wanted to keep their goodwill towards us and know that we knew the web was changing and we weren’t positioned to keep up. Many of them were shocked that we were walking away.
That was a hard decision because after three years of slogging through the swamp, the business was just settling in. But we foresaw our limitations and owned up to them, we were honest about our situation.
Honesty is a huge part of building trust and success I’ve found. I’ve walked away unharmed from projects that went down in bigger flames than the Hindenburg because I was honest. Because my client knew as much as I did as soon as I did. They trusted that I had nothing to hide, and eventually we’d work our way through anything.
Those moments of truth, when you realize something so universal that it has its own power, are the ones to seek out if you want to truly own your career. I needed to know more about software systems and how they were being delivered online.
A small software and design agency in Seattle happened to be looking for project managers and I fit their bill. The next thing I know, I’m talking with engineers with fifteen plus years experience building very dynamic, complex software systems.
And I’m representing my company on the Microsoft campus interacting with teams at Microsoft and MSN on various web marketing projects. I felt like Mr. Smith Goes to Redmond. Some starry eyed kid who suddenly had an opinion and a deadline for much bigger projects than I was used to.
I believe project management skills are another critical piece to going where you want in your career. Because I could manage my projects effeciently, I could adapt to the more complex requirements of each one during the extended time between milestones.
Everything you’re trying to do to find success in a corporation is a project. Whether it be influencing a decision, winning a sale, delivering a new website, tracking a campaign, writing briefs and more. Project management teaches you how to enlist a team to help you accomplish a task. Every time I’ve said I never want to manage another project, another project is on my desk needing my management and so I’m on it.
From my first agency job in Seattle through the present, I’ve seen a lot more than I would have ever expected to at this stage in my career. I believe it’s because I trusted my gut and always challenged myself to take a chance that I knew should be taken. I walked away from jobs that on paper looked fantastic. I walked into situations where I knew I was going to need to make an impact or failure loomed. Trusting in myself and growing a diversity of skills has always paid off.
The times it has been toughest mentally are the times when I let myself get stuck in that runaround rut, filling out countless timecards with meeting after meeting, while nothing gets done. And I wait it out thinking it will get better, or someone up top will finally get it.
Recently, I’ve put those days behind me and I’m back to whittling my own world. Belief in yourself, the excitement of not knowing, the fear of failure, the endless amount of possibilities you can make for yourself, these are what life can be about.
Carving a good career for yourself is part of creating a better life. Trust your gut and really listen to your heart, because they can lead you down a path you might never have put yourself on to begin with. If you have the dedication to see it through, you’ll be amazed where they’ll lead you. I can personally attest to that.
© 2008 Keith Boswell